Assalamualaikum.
hai dear reader. so so, now is 15 January. its been a month plus plus i was an ex-spm candidates.
do i miss school? yes i do. tapi ak langsung tak rindu manusia hipokrit yg wujud d sekolah tu. Ya Allah.
berikan aku kesabaran yg sangat besar.
-LAST NITE-
yeah. last nite, seriously. ak sedih. sgt sdih. btkn ak marah dan nangis dalam keadaan marah. ak sgt marah. yes. brp kali ak mention tu? ak sungguh tak sangka, he was the one who i thought is my bestfriend. yeah, kami pernah rapat gila dulu. ap2 smua ak mluah kt dy. then unexpected gila, smpai hati dy ungkit pasal fitnah ak masa lalu? what the fish. dy ckp knonnya ak membuka aib dy. mbukaa rhsia hdup dy? what? what? dy ckp tu aib? aku rsa dy tktau ap mksd aib. then then, aku marah. sbb dy slhkn ak. dy ckp ak bgtau everyone kburukan dy. what? ak xda masa mau bgtau kburukan org lain sdgkn ak sndiri sedar, yg setiap makhluk yg Allah ciptakan ne mmg ad kebaikan dan keburukan sendiri. yg amat sedih, kata2 dy mnyebabkn ak igt balik masa2 sukar yg ak lalui dlu. totally hard time. urgh. then i hate him. ak xmau ckp psl maaf memaafkan. tp ak tau. kebenaran ak keluar one day. and ak xmau tgok langsung muka dy lepas ne. then then, bukn dy shj. mnusia2 yg turut menjadi batu api yg mmg dr dlu ak kenal mereka bperangai mcm tu, i gonna make they not exist even when theyre infront of me. so, sepaa2 yg tgh mbc n mybe dlm genk dy, klu jmpa ak lepasne cepat2 alihkn pandangan klu jmpa aku. sbb ak mmg meluat tgok muka kamu. what? ak nmpk mcm org no manners sbb bt mcm ne? yes. ak tak peduli. ak takkan mcm ne klu bukn org mula dlu. shut up!
anyway, thnks a lot utk winwin n abe sbb ad dgn ak smlm. kmu jg la harapan tiap kali ak ad problem. love both of you.
for my bestfriend, fnba. just cool okey. we just wait for the truth. and kta akn tau mereka akn rsa bsalah sbb bt kita macam ne..
AKTIVITI HABISS SPM
yaa. so so so. lepas spm. keja mmg tak kena bagi. so ak mgumpul lemak la di rumah. tp ak jg membuang lemak d komplex. guess what? ak addicted main basketball seriously. thanks girls GFame sbb ajak ak main selalu especially Farahh n Muro. n the genk also. thnks a lot! kmu smua mmg happeningg gilakk. And now ak rndu mereka2 yg plkn. genk GFame. farah, syar, nadh. :') takecare guys. even bru berapa hari kta spend masa sama2, ak rsa dekat gila dgn kmu! thnks a lot. ^^
OUR RELATIONSHIP
Alhamdulillah, now is 2014, and bila kira mcm tu jaa, its been 2 years. since 2012. seriously ak tak sgka blh sjauh mcm ne. how much i love you Muhamad Furhan bin Zulkifli. and harap one day kta dpt tunaikn impian kita. now on, just fokus on our future okey. skrg kta kna pastikn future kita cerah and kta blh hdup bsama dgn ikatan yg sah happily. inshaaa Allah!
its been a long time ak tinggalkn blogging. and seriously ak lupa suda mcm mna mau ubah sgala2 ne ya Allahh. xpa, mantainkan ja laa ap yg ad.
AND ABOUT RESULT, inshaa Allah nt March baru dapat. harap2 la rsult ak okey ;') yg blh btkn parents ak bangga dgn ak. tapi ak xhrap tggi sgt. ap yg ak dpt, itu ak bsyukur, sbb stakat tu ja ak mampu. and ak akn pastikn ak akn dpt segulung ijazah. inshaa Allah.
okey la. next time lagi. banyak gila masa lapang skrg, so blh update blog lg.
bye/
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